Chapter 2 - THE RED NOTEBOOK
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I did not confront Wendy that afternoon.
That may have been the hardest decision I had ever made.
I had negotiated hostile acquisitions with men who screamed across tables.
I had fired executives who lied to my face.
I had walked out of billion-dollar deals because one paragraph smelled wrong.
But nothing had required more restraint than hearing Wendy laugh with Jessi downstairs while I sat in Fiona’s room holding a worksheet designed to make my daughter describe us as unfit parents.
Fiona kept looking at me.
“Are you mad?”
“Yes.”
“At me?”
“Never.”
I folded the paper carefully.
“What was in the red notebook Grandma took?”
Her eyes moved toward the window.
“I write stuff.”
“What stuff?”
“Things I remember.”
“Like a diary?”
“No.”
She frowned.
“Grandma gives me questions.”
My stomach tightened.
“What questions?”
“How many nights you go away.”
“How many times Mommy gets headaches.”
“If Mommy drinks wine.”
I stared.
Jessi drank half a glass with dinner maybe twice a week.
“What else?”
“If Mommy and you fight.”
“Do you write answers?”
“Yes.”
“Does Grandma tell you what to write?”
“Sometimes she says I forgot.”
That phrase.
She had turned correction into memory.
“What does Dr. Miriam do?”
“She asks same things.”
“Does she know Grandma practices?”
Fiona hesitated.
“I think.”
I kissed the top of her head.
“You’re done going there.”
She looked terrified.
“But Grandpa—”
“Grandpa does not decide.”
“Grandma says he does.”
“No.”
I kept my voice calm.
“Mommy and I are your parents. We decide who you see unless a court tells us otherwise.”
The word court probably meant nothing to her.
Good.
Then she asked:
“Will Grandma go away?”
“I don’t know yet.”
I would not make promises before facts.
“Did she hurt you?”
Fiona shook her head.
“Did Grandpa?”
“No.”
“Dr. Miriam?”
“No.”
Good.
Emotional manipulation was enough.
No need invent worse.
Then:
“Did anyone take pictures?”
“Yes.”
“Of what?”
“Me playing.”
“Did they record?”
“Yes.”
“Did you sign anything?”
She looked confused.
“I wrote my name.”
On what?
“A birthday paper.”
My skin went cold.
“What did it say?”
“I don’t know.”
Seven.
Of course.
Then:
“Did they take anything from you? Hair? Spit? Blood?”
She thought.
“Spit.”
I felt rage surge.
“How?”
“Tube.”
“When?”
“First time.”
“Did they say why?”
“To see if I’m really a Vale.”
DNA.
They tested lineage.
Without parental consent.
I stood.
Then sat again because I did not want Fiona reading fury as danger.
“Thank you for telling me.”
She whispered:
“Am I bad for keeping secret?”
“No.”
“Grandma said good girls keep family secrets.”
I closed my eyes.
“No.”
I looked at her.
“Good families don’t make children carry secrets that scare them.”
She absorbed.
Then:
“Can I tell Mommy now?”
“Yes.”
“But will she get sick?”
“No.”
I could not guarantee Jessi would not collapse emotionally.
But sickness was not Fiona’s responsibility.
“If Mommy cries, that will not be because you did something wrong.”
Important.
Then I called my attorney, Caroline Reeves.
Not company counsel.
Personal.
She had handled estate planning and family trusts for years.
I sent her a photo of the worksheet.
Explained Richard.
Silence.
Then:
“Andrew, do not confront anyone until we secure records.”
“Why?”
“If they are preparing a custody or guardianship action, confrontation may trigger filing.”
My blood froze.
“You think that’s what this is?”
“The questions are textbook evidence-building.”
“About a seven-year-old?”
“Yes.”
“And DNA?”
“That suggests inheritance.”
Exactly.
Then:
“What do I do?”
“First, remove unsupervised access.”
“How without alerting?”
“You don’t need to pretend for long. Fiona is your child. You can say plans changed.”
“Second?”
“I need Jessi.”
I looked toward downstairs.
“She thinks her father died eight years ago.”
“I know.”
“This will destroy her.”
“Maybe. But hiding from your spouse because you think truth will hurt her is exactly the pattern you’re trying to stop.”
That landed.
I hated it because she was right.
I could not protect Jessi by becoming Wendy.
I asked Fiona if she wanted to be present when I told her mother.
“No.”
Fair.
I arranged for our longtime nanny, Rosa—not related to anyone—to stay with Fiona in playroom.
Then I went downstairs.
Jessi was at kitchen island reading email.
She looked up.
Her face changed.
“You’re supposed to be in Chicago.”
“I canceled.”
“What happened?”
I sat.
“Something with Fiona.”
Every mother hears that differently.
She stood.
“Is she hurt?”
“No.”
“Andrew.”
“She’s physically fine.”
Jessi’s hand went to her throat.
“What happened?”
I put the photograph on my phone.
Richard at steel door.
Jessi stared.
No reaction at first.
Then laughed.
A tiny, confused sound.
“No.”
I said nothing.
She took the phone.
Zoomed.
“No.”
Her fingers shook.
“That’s not…”
She zoomed scar.
Her face went white.
“Where did you get this?”
“I took it today.”
She stared at me.
“Today?”
“Yes.”
“No.”
“He was with Wendy and Fiona.”
Jessi stumbled backward.
I caught her.
She pushed away.
“Don’t.”
I let go.
“My dad drowned.”
“I know what you were told.”
“My dad died.”
“I know.”
“We had a memorial.”
“I know.”
“My mother identified his things.”
“I know.”
She looked toward guest cottage through window.
Then back.
“My mother knows?”
“Yes.”
The word crushed.
Jessi sat.
For several seconds, she made no sound.
Then:
“How long?”
“I don’t know yet.”
“Fiona?”
“She’s been taken there more than once.”
Jessi’s head snapped up.
“What?”
I placed worksheet.
She read.
Her face changed from grief to horror.
“Why is my daughter being asked if I drink?”
“I think they are creating a record.”
“For what?”
“Custody. Guardianship. Something connected to money.”
Jessi stared.
“Money?”
I told about Fiona’s comment.
When she turns eight.
Something belongs Vale family.
I expected Jessi to say impossible.
Instead, she became completely still.
“What?”
“You know something.”
“No.”
“Jessi.”
She stood and started pacing.
“My grandmother.”
“Your father’s mother?”
“Eleanor.”
I knew name.
Died when Jessi was nineteen.
“She had a trust.”
“What kind?”
“I don’t know.”
“Jessi.”
“I genuinely don’t.”
She pressed fingers to forehead.
“Dad said it was mostly gone after taxes and charitable gifts.”
“How much?”
“He never told me.”
“Why would Fiona be beneficiary?”
“I don’t know.”
Then she stopped.
Wait.
A memory.
“When I was pregnant, Mom asked exact due date.”
“That’s normal.”
“No.”
“She asked if baby would carry Mercer or Vale.”
I stared.
“And?”
“I thought she was being weird.”
Then:
“She asked whether we had set up guardianship documents.”
My stomach tightened.
“Why?”
“She said because you travel.”
There.
The narrative began before Fiona could talk.
Then Jessi said:
“Andrew, I need to call her.”
“No.”
Her face hardened.
“That’s my mother.”
“And she took our daughter to your dead father behind our backs.”
“I know!”
She started crying.
“I know.”
I held her only when she reached.
Then:
“I want Fiona.”
We went upstairs.
Jessi sat beside her.
Fiona looked terrified.
“Mommy?”
Jessi hugged her.
Not asked questions.
Good.
Then Fiona whispered:
“Grandpa’s not dead.”
Jessi broke.
“Yes.”
“Are you sick?”
Jessi pulled back.
“What?”
“Grandma said if I told, your heart would get sick.”
Jessi’s face changed.
She looked at me.
Then back at Fiona.
“No.”
She cupped her face.
“My feelings are never your job.”
Fiona cried.
“I’m sorry.”
“No.”
Jessi repeated:
“Never.”
That was moment our daughter stopped carrying part of Wendy’s threat.
Not all.
But part.
Then the guest cottage door opened outside.
Wendy stepped onto path.
She held her handbag.
The red notebook was probably inside.
Jessi saw.
Her entire body stiffened.
“Mom.”
I touched her arm.
“Not yet.”
She looked at me.
“I can’t have her here.”
“You don’t have to.”
We called security quietly.
Wendy came toward house.
I met her at back door.
“Andrew?”
She looked surprised.
“I thought you were in Chicago.”
“I know.”
Her eyes sharpened.
Behind me, Marcus arrived through side hall.
Wendy noticed.
Then:
“What is this?”
“Your things are being packed.”
Her face went blank.
“Excuse me?”
“You will not be staying on this property tonight.”
“Where’s Jessi?”
“She doesn’t want to see you right now.”
That hurt her.
Good.
Then she recovered.
“Is this about Fiona being dramatic?”
Every part of me went cold.
“Choose your next words carefully.”
She stared.
Then realized.
“You followed us.”
I did not answer.
Her hand tightened around handbag.
“Andrew, you do not understand what you are interfering with.”
The same phrase.
I almost smiled.
“You’re right.”
I opened door wider.
“That’s why my attorney will be requesting everything.”
Wendy’s face changed.
Not fear yet.
Calculation.
Then she said:
“If you remove me from Fiona now, you may regret it when the trust activates.”
There.
She had confirmed.
“What trust?”
Wendy smiled.
And for the first time since I had known her, I saw not an intrusive grandmother.
A strategist.
“You really don’t know.”
Then she picked up her handbag.
Inside it was the red notebook.
“Give me Fiona’s notebook.”
“No.”
“It belongs to my daughter.”
“It belongs to the Vale family.”
I stared.
“No.”
My voice was quiet.
“It belongs to a seven-year-old child you manipulated into writing it.”
Wendy turned.
Marcus blocked path politely.
“No one is taking anything,” he said, “but Mrs. Vale can leave.”
Wendy looked toward upstairs windows.
Then whispered:
“You are making a serious mistake.”
I answered:
May you like
“No.”
“You made it when you told my daughter secrecy was love.”
